the broken heart.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. - Neil Gaiman

Dear shem,
I'm so sorry that I hurt u so much, darling.I hope u could read this blog, if not this message would be keep on sinking when the time pass through and no one would realise it until the day come.Somehow, i dun think u still remember i have a blog and i dun activated for 1 year since the last time i blogged.There is thousands pieces of memories we had, and I would never forget till the last breathe I live in this world.Im soft-hearted.This is the reason why i chosed to give up in the first place.2 years relationship.Thats all it gone.I had put effort in this relationship because i precious u.But we do not meant to be! God made us this way.I don feel right to be with u and feel like forced by u in whatever u think its right to me. We are born to have freedom,own choice,own thinking and own decision.Just let me go k?I have enough of all this.I have my own pathway to go.Sorry that i have make up my mind and choose this strange road.This is my journey!while breaking ur heart,im breaking mine too.They said,ur fate is revealed in ur palm.So lets see.If ure sincere enough,prove to me.If ure able,show me.If u really need me,please make urself a better one.Prove to me that I have made a wrong decision.I know u can go through these awful days.Promise me,love urself.Trust me,no one will love u more than urself.If u can take it,and please leave it cus it might not belongs u someday.I believe our memories wouldn't fade.As u said,u thought im the one,i wanna tell u:yes darling,i thought ure the one too.I ever thought tat i found a lovely family.U never trust me from the very beginning.tats it our relationship.U're my regret and my mistakes as well.Remember,the 1st time we met.I have attracted by u.The YOU,that never change,love me till the very end.Breaking up with u,does nt mean i dun love u anymore just i get enough of this.I did cry.Maybe its too much of saying all this,still.iloveubabe.
-love ting ting mon-